You know, you never know how hard it will be. Our Lolly is 3 years old today. We should have gone to a birthday party this weekend. But instead, I spent the time cleaning my house and trying not to think about what should have been. You would think his Angelversary would have been harder than this. Do not get me wrong, it was, but I find that certain other days are like a sucker punch, right in the gut. I remember Halloween, 4th of July…I think about it everyday.

I can not change what happened and I can not seem to help, but I do care…so much.

I. Miss. Him.

Everyday.

Happy Birthday in Heaven Lolly Pop Kid.

Will see you again.